I can’t help but think there are parts of me that think about Gerry on many different levels.
They may not always let me know.
I am trying to live in the moment.
I can’t help but think there are parts of me that think about Gerry on many different levels.
They may not always let me know.
I am trying to live in the moment.
But the attachment is so worthwhile. Without it you would never have found true love. And that is an experience many are never privileged to experience. I’ll take that any day.
It was..it is….just right now there’s no “let it go” in me…there’s only, try to be alright with the loss of your only child….keep moving, until you’re ready to be selfless again….
Or in the words of Winnie-the-Pooh…..”How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard”. I think of you guys often, and wonder how you’re doing. I still miss Nitro with every fiber of my being, but having the “Tiny Devil” that I’m sure Nitro sent us has helped with healing my heart. Without him occupying my time, I don’t know where I’d be. And this makes me feel guilty, but I know that Nitro would want us to be happy. I wish the same for you, when the time is right.
Paula and Warrior Angel Nitro