I was thinking today, in terms of “this year” and I realized that 2017 doesn’t mark “this year” for me. September 12th does, and our journey into this brand new world. Now seven months later, we’ve reached the point where Gerry has been cancer free for three months. Those beautiful brown eyes looking at me as if I knew the answers to the world. Those eyes that ask questions I’ve learned to understand. Those eyes that didn’t let me know you were in such pain. Those eyes that I’ll never not pay enough attention to again.